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.Not sure yet.Ollie and Melissa are freaking out over what the heck might be happening to Lenny and the few folks back at Lenny’s farm.If the tower was attacked, and the Factory as well, then there’s no reason to think Lenny escaped the attention of the Devil.Why not right? Evil with intent should be as thorough as anything else, right?So that’s on our agenda, once we figure out how to get out of here.I know I’m forgetting stuff here Dad, and I’m sorry.I can barely remember what happened yesterday.This is crazy.Otis is being an asshole too.He keeps jumping on my legs when I am walking around, and he’s managed to scrape a few nice diggers into my legs.Mallory is starting to get angry that the cat is spending all his time with me, but oh well.He likes who he likes.It sucks it’s more me than her, but oh well.No facts about Adrian.Other than I bet he’d handle this.AbbyNovember 6thI wish I could find more ambition to sit down with this frigging computer and write down bad news.I don’t mind it as much when I have good things to share, but I’ve put off writing for a couple days now mostly because I just don’t want to relive the events of the past few days.I’m not sure how Adrian has stayed sane so long doing this.I understand that getting things off your chest does help you, but experiencing horrible things, then taking the time to remember them and write them down seems like it’d do more harm than good.Dad, I’m scared that if I keep writing these scary things down, I’ll go crazy.Or at least get angry.I don’t want to be angry again.I spent so many years angry at kids at school, kids in the neighborhood, you and Mom for being good parents, and Randy for being my fucked up little brother.So much useless anger that I feel is past me is coming back because I have so little good to experience and write about.I’m far too young to be this angry.I’m old enough to appreciate that though.Oh man.I hate this.I have to do this though don’t I? Adrian wants me to carry his torch until he’s back at this, and I can’t NOT do this.I hate being reliable.The day after I last sat down here to write Dad, we had a huge argument in the morning.Ollie was beside himself talking about how he was scared for his dad back in Westfield.Poor Lenny was back there at the farm, with just Rachael, Kylie, William and Wendy to keep him safe.I know this sounds stupid coming from me Dad, but Will, Wendy, and Kylie are all my age, and they’re not like me, if you get my drift.They’re good people, likeable and stuff, but if it gets dangerous, they didn’t have the benefit of months of working with Adrian to get their skills up to par.Lenny was a veteran, and a lifelong hunter too, so he clearly could take care of things, but…Ollie, rightfully so I sort of imagine, said that if we didn’t send some kind of group to go at least check on his Dad, he’d stop working.We can’t afford Ollie not working, nor could we deal with an Ollie forced to work and angry at us all, so we mounted up like cowboys and cowgirls in the cars, and we headed out to Westfield.I kinda knew it would suck, but what has to be done, has to be done.Ever do something and immediately regret it? Like say something and as you’re closing your mouth you realize what you said was bad, and you immediately realize you should NOT have said that? Leaving on this trip felt like that.It took us the better part of an hour to shoot or stab the collected undead at the gate and then clear their bodies out of the way, so that sucked right off the bat.The roads on the way to Westfield though were clear, all things considered.I mean we had to hit or drive around a little more than usual, but it wasn’t that bad.Compare it to how downtown was the past week or so, it was like a stroll on the beach.When we arrived near Lenny’s farm though, it didn’t take long for us to realize something horrible had happened there.Lenny’s farm is long.The land runs along a road on the outskirts of town dad.We’ve driven by it at least ten times over the years.On the right side of the property is the long chicken building, and a field, and in the middle is the barn and farmhouse, and on the left are the hay fields, and gardens [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]
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.Not sure yet.Ollie and Melissa are freaking out over what the heck might be happening to Lenny and the few folks back at Lenny’s farm.If the tower was attacked, and the Factory as well, then there’s no reason to think Lenny escaped the attention of the Devil.Why not right? Evil with intent should be as thorough as anything else, right?So that’s on our agenda, once we figure out how to get out of here.I know I’m forgetting stuff here Dad, and I’m sorry.I can barely remember what happened yesterday.This is crazy.Otis is being an asshole too.He keeps jumping on my legs when I am walking around, and he’s managed to scrape a few nice diggers into my legs.Mallory is starting to get angry that the cat is spending all his time with me, but oh well.He likes who he likes.It sucks it’s more me than her, but oh well.No facts about Adrian.Other than I bet he’d handle this.AbbyNovember 6thI wish I could find more ambition to sit down with this frigging computer and write down bad news.I don’t mind it as much when I have good things to share, but I’ve put off writing for a couple days now mostly because I just don’t want to relive the events of the past few days.I’m not sure how Adrian has stayed sane so long doing this.I understand that getting things off your chest does help you, but experiencing horrible things, then taking the time to remember them and write them down seems like it’d do more harm than good.Dad, I’m scared that if I keep writing these scary things down, I’ll go crazy.Or at least get angry.I don’t want to be angry again.I spent so many years angry at kids at school, kids in the neighborhood, you and Mom for being good parents, and Randy for being my fucked up little brother.So much useless anger that I feel is past me is coming back because I have so little good to experience and write about.I’m far too young to be this angry.I’m old enough to appreciate that though.Oh man.I hate this.I have to do this though don’t I? Adrian wants me to carry his torch until he’s back at this, and I can’t NOT do this.I hate being reliable.The day after I last sat down here to write Dad, we had a huge argument in the morning.Ollie was beside himself talking about how he was scared for his dad back in Westfield.Poor Lenny was back there at the farm, with just Rachael, Kylie, William and Wendy to keep him safe.I know this sounds stupid coming from me Dad, but Will, Wendy, and Kylie are all my age, and they’re not like me, if you get my drift.They’re good people, likeable and stuff, but if it gets dangerous, they didn’t have the benefit of months of working with Adrian to get their skills up to par.Lenny was a veteran, and a lifelong hunter too, so he clearly could take care of things, but…Ollie, rightfully so I sort of imagine, said that if we didn’t send some kind of group to go at least check on his Dad, he’d stop working.We can’t afford Ollie not working, nor could we deal with an Ollie forced to work and angry at us all, so we mounted up like cowboys and cowgirls in the cars, and we headed out to Westfield.I kinda knew it would suck, but what has to be done, has to be done.Ever do something and immediately regret it? Like say something and as you’re closing your mouth you realize what you said was bad, and you immediately realize you should NOT have said that? Leaving on this trip felt like that.It took us the better part of an hour to shoot or stab the collected undead at the gate and then clear their bodies out of the way, so that sucked right off the bat.The roads on the way to Westfield though were clear, all things considered.I mean we had to hit or drive around a little more than usual, but it wasn’t that bad.Compare it to how downtown was the past week or so, it was like a stroll on the beach.When we arrived near Lenny’s farm though, it didn’t take long for us to realize something horrible had happened there.Lenny’s farm is long.The land runs along a road on the outskirts of town dad.We’ve driven by it at least ten times over the years.On the right side of the property is the long chicken building, and a field, and in the middle is the barn and farmhouse, and on the left are the hay fields, and gardens [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]