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.Matt rubbed his cheek on Darian s hair and Darian huggedhim tight. 286 | WADE KELLY Darian? Will you talk to me? Matt questioned softly. What about? Darian tried to act vague, but deep down he knewMatt could see through his casualness. Dare, Dan came to my house to talk to me.He s concerned.AndI remember what you said that day at your house about Jamiehaunting you, and about your mother moving.You have to be hurting.Iwant to be here for you.I wish I was with you when you went throughwithdrawal; I know it was awful.But I m here now. Darian remained quiet for the longest time.He didn t know whereto start.Just hearing Matt had paid attention to the things he said meanta great deal. Have you ever been hurt by someone? he asked.Hearinghis question out loud, Darian realized he needed to be more specific. Like& abused? Yes, Matt said plainly. What happened? Darian asked quietly.Darian genuinely wanted to know, but also, shifting the topicfrom Darian s pain onto Matt s made things easier.The lights weredimmed in the room, which helped him loosen up.The one table lampwas bright enough for them to see each other, but it was far enough inthe corner not to shine in his eyes.Darian tightened his hold aroundMatt s middle.Matt spoke softly. I was date-raped when I was nineteen.I met aguy in a club, he took me to his place, and he asked if I wanted to play ; I said sure.I d been tied up before, but it was never masochistic.I never wanted to be hurt for pleasure as much as gaining pleasure fromrelinquishing control.The other few guys enjoyed playing the masterwith me as their little mouse to flog.It was fun.But this guy&. Matt svoice trailed away.Darian moved his arm soothingly across Matt s chest and asked, What did he do? Lots of things, Matt continued.He rubbed Darian s arm as hespoke. Once I was bound, he had all the power.He blindfolded me.Even now I can t stand having my eyes covered. Matt spoke slowlyand deliberately as he filled in the details. I know there were severalmen in the room.I couldn t see them, but there were too many handson me to only be the one.Someone yanked my hair as he jerked my THE COST OF LOVING | 287head back.He pulled so hard I know a hunk of it came out.Then I hada dick shoved so far down my throat it was painful. Did you choke? No.It tasted like cinnamon.I think he had on a numbinglubricant or something.I came across a few things online over the yearsthat suppress the gag reflex; a couple of them were cinnamon flavored.Whatever it was, he fucked my mouth without caring if he choked meto death. Weren t you scared? Because Darian was scared for him. Yeah.More than ever in my life.Thankfully, he pulled out whenhe came, because I m not sure I could have swallowed it.He spurted allover my face.Then I felt someone put a ball gag in my mouth.Handsgrabbed each leg and each arm.I was freed from the leather restraintsonly to be flipped over and bound differently.I was chained to aspreader bar with my ass in the air and my weight solely on myshoulder and neck.Someone slapped my ass, which I m normally fondof, but then two other people grabbed my ass on either side and pulledit apart. Matt hesitated.Darian could feel him shaking. I guess Ishould be thankful he pumped my ass with a dildo first, but thatfucking thing was huge! Matt suppressed a maniacal laugh. It hurt,but it was nothing compared to being treated like a sex toy by at leastfour other guys.They fucked me so hard. Matt wiped his eyes andbreathed hard. I thought they were going to kill me.I seriouslythought they would fuck me until my colon split wide open and toxinsstreamed from my bowels. Darian tilted his head up and tenderly kissed Matt s chin.Matt addressed Darian so sternly it made him jump. Never dothat.Okay? Never, ever, go anywhere with someone you don t know.And never, ever let anyone tie you up. Matt turned on his side andtwisted his body to look Darian in the eyes. I don t want you hurt likethat. He stroked the side of Darian s face. I need you safe. I won t.I promise.No strange guys.Only you.I m safe withyou. Darian meant it sincerely. I know you shouldn t have come home with me.I tookadvantage of you in so many ways, and I m sorry, but I would havenever hurt you like that.You know that, right? I would never do 288 | WADE KELLYanything to you that you didn t like or want.I enjoy kinky sex, but ithas to be a mutual thing. I know. Darian could see his deep concern and feel Matt sstrong affection.It made his heart yearn to tell Matt things he keptbottled up inside.He wanted to speak his feelings, but the wordswouldn t come. We explore things together, okay? You ll tell me when it s toomuch? Darian gave Matt an impish smile. Or not enough? He thoughtMatt was right when he said they were perfect for one another.Hemeant to tell him, but he felt guilty admitting it.Jamie wouldn t like it. You re such a flirt. Matt grinned and pulled Darian closer. No, Darian disagreed. It s only flirting if I don t make good onmy promises.There re plenty of things I want to try with you. Dariantilted his chin closer and claimed a kiss.He touched Matt s lips gentlyand flicked his tongue out, giving little licks in between kisses.Matt s kisses were sweet; he let Darian set the pace.Darian didn twant this to escalate into sex again because the risk was too high they dget caught; but then again& his urges were strong.Darian pushed Mattback and leaned over him on one elbow, being careful of his brace.With his free hand, he palmed Matt s groin. Can I blow you? Please? he begged between kissing and groping and squeezing Matt s penis. I ll do whatever you want.I m just dying to get my mouth aroundyou.Please, Matt? Matt frowned. No.I told you that first night it s not safe [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]
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.Matt rubbed his cheek on Darian s hair and Darian huggedhim tight. 286 | WADE KELLY Darian? Will you talk to me? Matt questioned softly. What about? Darian tried to act vague, but deep down he knewMatt could see through his casualness. Dare, Dan came to my house to talk to me.He s concerned.AndI remember what you said that day at your house about Jamiehaunting you, and about your mother moving.You have to be hurting.Iwant to be here for you.I wish I was with you when you went throughwithdrawal; I know it was awful.But I m here now. Darian remained quiet for the longest time.He didn t know whereto start.Just hearing Matt had paid attention to the things he said meanta great deal. Have you ever been hurt by someone? he asked.Hearinghis question out loud, Darian realized he needed to be more specific. Like& abused? Yes, Matt said plainly. What happened? Darian asked quietly.Darian genuinely wanted to know, but also, shifting the topicfrom Darian s pain onto Matt s made things easier.The lights weredimmed in the room, which helped him loosen up.The one table lampwas bright enough for them to see each other, but it was far enough inthe corner not to shine in his eyes.Darian tightened his hold aroundMatt s middle.Matt spoke softly. I was date-raped when I was nineteen.I met aguy in a club, he took me to his place, and he asked if I wanted to play ; I said sure.I d been tied up before, but it was never masochistic.I never wanted to be hurt for pleasure as much as gaining pleasure fromrelinquishing control.The other few guys enjoyed playing the masterwith me as their little mouse to flog.It was fun.But this guy&. Matt svoice trailed away.Darian moved his arm soothingly across Matt s chest and asked, What did he do? Lots of things, Matt continued.He rubbed Darian s arm as hespoke. Once I was bound, he had all the power.He blindfolded me.Even now I can t stand having my eyes covered. Matt spoke slowlyand deliberately as he filled in the details. I know there were severalmen in the room.I couldn t see them, but there were too many handson me to only be the one.Someone yanked my hair as he jerked my THE COST OF LOVING | 287head back.He pulled so hard I know a hunk of it came out.Then I hada dick shoved so far down my throat it was painful. Did you choke? No.It tasted like cinnamon.I think he had on a numbinglubricant or something.I came across a few things online over the yearsthat suppress the gag reflex; a couple of them were cinnamon flavored.Whatever it was, he fucked my mouth without caring if he choked meto death. Weren t you scared? Because Darian was scared for him. Yeah.More than ever in my life.Thankfully, he pulled out whenhe came, because I m not sure I could have swallowed it.He spurted allover my face.Then I felt someone put a ball gag in my mouth.Handsgrabbed each leg and each arm.I was freed from the leather restraintsonly to be flipped over and bound differently.I was chained to aspreader bar with my ass in the air and my weight solely on myshoulder and neck.Someone slapped my ass, which I m normally fondof, but then two other people grabbed my ass on either side and pulledit apart. Matt hesitated.Darian could feel him shaking. I guess Ishould be thankful he pumped my ass with a dildo first, but thatfucking thing was huge! Matt suppressed a maniacal laugh. It hurt,but it was nothing compared to being treated like a sex toy by at leastfour other guys.They fucked me so hard. Matt wiped his eyes andbreathed hard. I thought they were going to kill me.I seriouslythought they would fuck me until my colon split wide open and toxinsstreamed from my bowels. Darian tilted his head up and tenderly kissed Matt s chin.Matt addressed Darian so sternly it made him jump. Never dothat.Okay? Never, ever, go anywhere with someone you don t know.And never, ever let anyone tie you up. Matt turned on his side andtwisted his body to look Darian in the eyes. I don t want you hurt likethat. He stroked the side of Darian s face. I need you safe. I won t.I promise.No strange guys.Only you.I m safe withyou. Darian meant it sincerely. I know you shouldn t have come home with me.I tookadvantage of you in so many ways, and I m sorry, but I would havenever hurt you like that.You know that, right? I would never do 288 | WADE KELLYanything to you that you didn t like or want.I enjoy kinky sex, but ithas to be a mutual thing. I know. Darian could see his deep concern and feel Matt sstrong affection.It made his heart yearn to tell Matt things he keptbottled up inside.He wanted to speak his feelings, but the wordswouldn t come. We explore things together, okay? You ll tell me when it s toomuch? Darian gave Matt an impish smile. Or not enough? He thoughtMatt was right when he said they were perfect for one another.Hemeant to tell him, but he felt guilty admitting it.Jamie wouldn t like it. You re such a flirt. Matt grinned and pulled Darian closer. No, Darian disagreed. It s only flirting if I don t make good onmy promises.There re plenty of things I want to try with you. Dariantilted his chin closer and claimed a kiss.He touched Matt s lips gentlyand flicked his tongue out, giving little licks in between kisses.Matt s kisses were sweet; he let Darian set the pace.Darian didn twant this to escalate into sex again because the risk was too high they dget caught; but then again& his urges were strong.Darian pushed Mattback and leaned over him on one elbow, being careful of his brace.With his free hand, he palmed Matt s groin. Can I blow you? Please? he begged between kissing and groping and squeezing Matt s penis. I ll do whatever you want.I m just dying to get my mouth aroundyou.Please, Matt? Matt frowned. No.I told you that first night it s not safe [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]